Alas, I said I was back and going to be posting more. But that did not happen. To be honest, had I got an email about this being transferred from Google to Squarespace, not sure that this post would have been triggered.
I want to acknowledge that it is a tough world right now. And you are thriving in that world. Sure there are dozens of things you wish you could do or you wish could happen, but the important part is to focus, keep moving forward, and believe better days are ahead. I think that may be one of the last self-fulfilling promises in the world - if you believe better days are ahead, you will work to thrive today, and if you work to thrive, tomorrow will be a better day.
Bottom line - stay strong, I believe in you.